I am not going to lie. Several thoughts are going through my brain at the moment.

First, I think I have lost my loyal blog readers entirely and should just quit blogging altogether. I’m down to two or three hits a day and at least one of them is me. I stop by. I look around, check the sitemeter and then I think “meh!”

Second, if you write a blog and no one reads it – is it still a blog?

Third: I think I am the worst teacher ever. Do you know how much training you get before they send you out to fall flat on your face in front of a room full of upper level students? ZERO. The first week of school was awful in one class and ~shrug~ I guess okay in the other. One class I think will go just fine. The other really bothers me. It should be easy but I mistakenly thought I could get some dialog going that just didn’t happen last week. I allowed too much time for too little work. This week will be different. I’ve got tomorrow planned to be busy and a movie to take up the whole lecture period on Thursday. It’s a pretty decent movie that a professor played in my graduate level marketing class. I plan to make it an ethics discussion and since we won’t have time after the movie, I’ll do it on the discussion board in D2L (like Blackboard if you have that). Wish me luck. This is a tough crowd.

Last, it would appear that all of that bullshit from people about wanting us back here was just that. Do you know how many social invitations we’ve received in the last two months? It is less than one. And none of those we’ve issued have been accepted. Silly us! We thought a game night would be fun. We invited ten groups, two showed up. I am so sick of sitting home alone every damn weekend that I could just scream. Why don’t people like me? Anyone know?

I’ll blog more if you peeps comment more. Deal? I miss you. Maybe I’ll even resurrect the SOB of the week. This week Mike Vick has my vote, but I’m sure I could fill the pipeline if I try.